I start to realise that corporate world seriously is not for me. Everything is very realistic and everybody is talking about money and own benefit. My manager asked me not to be so naive and don't trust what other people says every time. Seriously, I feel very very exhausted because I hate to shut people down.
I love what I'm doing but in the same time I hate what I am doing because I feel that I am cheating people. Everybody is talking about benefit, money and how to negotiate to get more money. I'm not saying is bad, this is business, this is how we earn more money but maybe is just now for me.
I will say I love my part of my job, another part of my job I hate it to the max because I just feel like I'm conning other people. This is business world, everybody only care about themselves.
Money is very important but how if everyday I feel uncomfortable with what I am doing. Should I continue? I am confuse now. I love my job but I hate it in the same time.
-My feeling is very complicated now-
