Searching For Right Career Path..

I always like to ask this question when I feel frustrated; "Why should I be bothered if my manager is not even bothering or concerning about this matter". I am seriously hunger with knowledge now. I need a good leader to lead me how to do a proper and professional job. Currently I am seriously very lost and always searching for right answer. 

I feel so tired and demotivated with my work. I feel like i am not learning and not progressing at all. I always feel like lost kid running around searching for directions. I seriously very curious how those people who always sit down and do nothing everyday survive. Aren't they feel useless and hopeless for not doing anything each day. Even worst, those who are not doing anything but always rewarded with good increment and bonus is the one making me more demotivated. 

What I have to do now is to work harder to keep on searching the right path for my career, because I don't want to be ending up with regret that I have waste my life time on doing nothing. Life is short. I am telling myself not to distress myself on unnecessary people, just keep silent and keep on searching for my career path. If the company is not appreciating me, I will have to appreciate myself by doing things which benefit myself. 

-Never Waste Time On Unnecessary Problem Because Is Not Worth It-